randy_lehay ([info]randy_lehay) wrote,
2005-07-25 08:10:00
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  • Mood: anxious

mornings are the worst

high levels of anxiety in the morning makes them difficult. wake up and realize that sleep is over. time to face the situation once again after eight hour unconscious break. my strategy: keep busy. not the most effective but so far has prevented a panic attack. nervous energy expelled.

have to figure out how not to be affected by the mood of one's beloved. she came home from camping but was too tired to really appear anything but. she was not happy. i ask myself has coming come to me become arduous? perhaps she longs to be back at her moon river paradise. i wonder what today will bring?

if i go to York is that running or just necessary? fuck, i hate this.

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[info]tramp_o_line

July 25 2005, 18:15:23 UTC 6 years ago

merman,

what is going on with you.
concerned,
your nautical companion,
tw

[info]randy_lehay

July 26 2005, 12:04:19 UTC 6 years ago

the merman has undergone drastic shifts in relationship whereby the D/s component has ended. now we stand as equal partners. in theory this is great, in practice this is tough as two separate people with two sets of emotions try to figure this out. the big questions while our future together hangs in the balance. makes the merman's tummy sore. but i'm still swimmin' unfortunately in a sea of my own fears and insecurities but then again, who isn't?
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